wow how time flys (i feel old saying that). And its kind of surprising that im writing this and im not feeling emo. ^^ Well of course i have problems and stuff like that, but im really depressed about it. i dont know, i would have to say maybe..... idk (shrugs). I dont feel like an emotion, maybe content? not really sad, not really happy, but whatever. Well i dont wanna bore my readers (laughs) like i have readers lol. Its just nice to talk to someone (omg 0 -0 im i that lonely?!?!) well not like that, like just say what i really want to say, not what i have to say. I dont know, like i have said before, im a nice person so people come to me when they need something or have to talk to someone. Its kind of a bad thing not that they come to me for help (i actually LOVE that, i just like feeling wanted and useful). But i dont have someone to run to. I need a friend kind of like how i am to other people (and i dont mean that in a self centered way or anything - ____ - ). I hate whining (espically when i do it, cause it feels like im ungrateful and also a hipocrite). So im sorry if it sounds like im complaining or whining. But life is getting interesting. School is getting a little harder (cause i actually have to study stuff like my science class and my chinese class) and work hard (like my yearbook class) i really want to be editor in chief next year, and they are deciding next year's editor in chief. But so far i have only heard people saying these two other people (they are my friends, but i really want to be editor in chief, i love the hustle and bustle of the job and the pride and reposibilty that comes with it ^^ ) i hope so one recomends me ; -; (i dont like saying anything cause i dont like to toot my own horn, that doesnt mean i dont from time to time, but i like working in the background and hoping someone notices.) I mean my other two friends have do stuff, like the girl (dont want to say her name) did the underclassmen section and the guy...... well he didnt do much ^^ but still. Hmmmm what have i done? (thinks about it for a second) well i did the clubs section, helped the editor for the student life section, helped my friend (the girl who is also wants to be editor in chief) with the underclassmen, and im doing the sports section now. Wow i wrote ALOT this time 0-0 Anyways this is all for now. Hope to write again.